2011 rhyme

sitting home all alone staring out the window wishing i was far away wishing i had time to play climb a tree feel the wind blow through me my mind is free and where are you, you wouldn't come with me had somewhere to be its okay I get it see ive always relied on myself no one else this life has taught me how to be and that is defensive out of danger never talk to a stranger how stranger it is all of this reminisce how did this happen this loneliness with one kiss you changed my life forever no more feelings whatsoever I lied im on the wrong side slip and slide my way down into a hole meet the moles im diggin my way out without a doubt you are who I need who I breathe meet me beneath the marquee so you can see how much you mean to me sweet pea you make me happy make me mad you make me fuckin sad gave you everything I had now im raving mad think of things in a different light you are my burial site tonight cuz this ryhme is for you everything you do everything you dont I wont make a decision no not yet but dont fret I wont forget but this no longer feels like a duet its a solo marko polo lost at sea where could I be among all of this debris im alone and im scared I need you here wait no I dont I swam away this is a new day where the sun bathes me in its rays but I wonder if maybe you pooh bear need me too maybe I see through you maybe I never knew you at all id let you catch my fall id wait for your call but they stopped coming this pain is numbing but now its over grover you judged me in the beginning now ill judge you in the end you are my best friend but I will mend and so will you.